It’ll be a day, like any other day, a day like this one,

Where noisy streets would give cradle to this mind,

It’ll be this feeling, that I had always felt inside,

That would label love as dumb and blind…

I would, and will, again and again,

Even after each, I would be alone,

Addicted to this, I can’t explain,

Be near you, my heart is at home.. 

I’ve felt pain, and fear, and sadness,

Moved forward with fast paced regression,

All of these things has made me who I am,

But til now, waiting for your undivided attention…

All things come to end, this I know,

They break and brittle, after they grow,

Past is gone, but never forgotten,

Of things learned, of the love now broken

Way back then, when we were at the peak,

Or maybe at the start, the Sunday of the week,

We had great times, and even greater memories,

Carved, on a stone, forever hidden histories,

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What we had, will always be remembered,

Though never shown, never bothered,

The warm nights, of nothing but sighs,

Body heats, like a pair of fireflies,

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But that was then, and not whats now,

We live our days, with broken vows,

Now, just those memories, gives tears,

To the heart that feels, the pain it hears,

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Quatrains of fears, and of pain I write,

Back when we watched, a fast shadowed sight,

When all my jokes, used to make you smile,

When we talk, while we walk a mile,

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Bliss, it had brought, that unlabeled sweetness,

Of the past that had failed, to show its progress,

Now it only stares at me, with an unhappy grin,

Of the past that had failed, thrown in the bin,

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Hope would never give me what I was expecting,

I am left here, to bitch about life, forever ranting,

And I see you, happy, like nothing had ever was,

I let you be, I follow, I let it pass,

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We will someday look at these, and laugh,

Either that, or you’d become my better half,

To move on, knowing I was a mistake,

I’ll bet half my life, and put it at stake,

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I burn, today, and later tonight,

I cry, because of the unforgotten fight,

This is hard for me, not for you,

When way back then, of the past I thought was true…

What is best, is what you think it is,

Though your smiles, I’ll always miss,

What is right, for a man to suffer,

To only hope, that she’d remember..

Your happiness is also mine,

As long as you smile, I’ll be fine,

As long as you’re not crying,

As long as I can keep, though I’m hurting…

I am alone, I know not why,

Wishing to see a bright new sky,

I walk amongst the people I see,

But who would care? So let me be…

Most times I wanted to be just gone,

Because I failed with everything I’ve done,

Most times I just want to die,

To rip myself of all these lies…

A rock would hold for thousands of years,

No pain and sorrow, no smile and tears,

A rock would live and be alone,

A heart of void, a heart of stone..

I wore a mask today, nobody knew,
If my smiles were fake, or if it were true,
I walked tall, and nobody had thought,
I’m at the verge of the pain I had fought…

Every pain seem to go away,

Every sorrow seem to go astray,

I only pray the you’ll see my worth,

A simple relevant life on earth…

A girl was broken upon hearing his words,

Knowing their thoughts are in different worlds,

She cried but kept herself a lovely pose,

She smiled but was dying like a withered rose…

I’m inlove with you can’t you see?

I’m in pain with the way what you want us to be,

I’m waiting for you and your heart to open,

I’m longing for our love that was once forgotten

I sent a message and tried to call,

Letting you know without you I’d fall,

But neglect was all you had to offer,

And good times we had you won’t remember